Irfan Pathan hates the idea of being another run-of-the-mill cricketer who is just happy about plying his trade day in and day out without making a mark.
"I look at my career as someone who should be able to make a mark while representing the country rather than being a cricketer who just comes, plays and goes back home. I want to use each and every opportunity that I get to win matches rather than just be another cricketer," Irfan, who has been named as a replacement for R Vinay Kumar, said.
His performance during Asia Cup in Bangladesh came in for criticism but the talented left-arm pacer is not worried.
"There is no point in getting angry with critics. There is more satisfaction if I can produce some good performances which will make them eat their own words. That's the way to do it. There has been times that my fitness issues have been criticised and I haven't complained. I tried to sort it out and come back stronger," he replied.
Asked about his own assessment, he answered, "I played 8 ODIs after my comeback and have got 13 wickets. I have scored around 100 runs in the five innings that I have batted. For someone like me, the more I play international matches, the better I will get."
Irfan termed his selection as "pleasant surprise" but didn't forget to mention that he was working hard at the National Cricket Academy during the past few weeks.
"Obviously, when I was overlooked initially, I was thinking about what are the areas I needed to work upon and was focusing on my training at the National Cricket Academy.
"I am pretty satisfied with the hours that I have put in at the nets and in the indoor sessions there. After this call-up, the focus will shift to the Lankan series," said Pathan.
In this comeback phase, Irfan has always credited noted pace bowling coach T A Sekar for his contribution.
"It's always a delight to talk about various aspects of bowling with Sekar sir. Since I was at the NCA, I didn't get much time to interact with him. Once I am back from the tour of Sri Lanka, I would certainly, again like to have a couple of sessions with him."
Many of his teammates were off to Europe and the US spending their holidays but the 27-year-old decided to stay back at home and enjoy the time with his folks.
"I had 20-day break which rejuvenated me. I went to Gir forest and it was a lovely experience. I have joined 'Save The Tiger' campaign. So it was a nice little break before I got back to training."