London: India's batting great Rahul Dravid is back to his best form with an unbeaten ton against England in the first Test but he admitted that he doubted himself after he had a dismal series in South Africa last year.
"When runs don't come you do doubt yourself. It's natural occupational (hazard) for sportspersons," stated Dravid whose typically back-to-wall unbeaten 103 - his 33rd Test ton averted the follow-on for India against England.
Dravid made 120 runs from six innings of three Tests at 20 apiece in South Africa but is now back to his best with two centuries in one month - 116 in Jamaica last month and at Lord's on Saturday.
"I think this one is one of my best ever. Jamaica was special because we won the Test and it was not an easy wicket to bat on. And now this one, given the context of the game and conditions, has been most satisfying and fulfilling," he said.
"I always love touring England. You just look at this Test, the packed stands, Test cricket is still supported here and as a Test player who loves Test cricket, there is no better place. They support and clap irrespective of who takes wickets or makes runs. It's a lovely tour to play because you know you will be playing in front of packed houses."
Dravid missed out on a century in his maiden innings in Test cricket at this very venue in 1996 but made up for it this time, 15 years on.
"I must admit it did stay with me (missing out on century in 1996). But it was not the end of the world - I felt if it happened here good otherwise there are a lot of great cricketers who have not got it.
"But it was at the back of my mind, I knew I had one more go. Now having done so in circumstances like this makes it feel special. It's good to have your name on the honours board for this is one honour which is still talked about the most among international cricketers," he said.